The cat's out

Sometimes I think this blog is a whole load of bull. Sometimes.

I guess the real reason is cos I'm scared? I dont know. I mean. Oh god, this is really quite difficult for me.

Most of my entries are somewhat detached anyway. If you didnt realise. Maybe that's because I have another place to really just dump everything unpleasant. *shrugs

Well, this bit of truth I can and will say. It fucking sucks to be so alone. Yet another cliche, but really. You could be in a roomful of people, a busy street in town and still feel so.. out of place.

Suppose that's what you get for having the staircase going upwards. Not that you'll get that anyway. Only Aniszah will.

I want to know the meaning of every single dream of mine. To me, I honestly do think that dreams are a form of communication, from our own selves (the unlocked potential thing?), God, the higher powers.

Need a hug. Nowwww.